How weird is it that this fic made me sick and didn’t seem to phase you at all?
Its not that weird, I have a high tolerance for that sort of thing. I have a craving for extremely exploitive and fucked up amateur media. I actually really enjoy reading stuff that involves emotional and mental torment for entertainment. Also I kind’ve get the whole rape as a fetish thing… that’s not to say that I can’t see exactly why people would be upset by it, because I do.
Honestly, the most disturbing thing about that fic is how it was being used by someone to work through their own trauma, if you look at exactly what they were writing, it seems like a desperate cry for help in how they are dealing with it. I worry about their mental state, and I hope they are getting some help outside of not very good fics online. I’m really fascinated by the deranged and destructive things otherwise normal people do in their spare time.
Though, to be fair I only read the first chapter, and skimmed the next couple.